weekend :)

Although it looks like most likely i wont be going on vacation anytime soon, im finally feeling back to normal... my bubbly self :) hah. After a nice like 15 hour sleep thursday night lol i am back to normal :D
Soo friday night i watched 17 Again, wow best movie ever <3 <3. Like besides the fact the Zac Efron is one of the most beautiful men alive, it was a really good movie, lol i even teared up at parts <3. Ooo and i finally found sourbelts at the convenient store by my friends house after searching a bunch of different convenient stores for weeks!
On thursday i agreed to pick up a bunch of shifts since i had no plans to be leavinf the country soo am now working everyday lol hello money! So i worked all weekend, however today after work i started off 4 2 0 early ;) haha and it was prolly one of the funniest moments of my life haha. Soo we were smoking out of my friends bong, and when he passed it to my other friend she was lighting it and part of her bangs caught on fire, lmfaoo i know it sounds mean to laugh, but it was sooo freakin funny, haha i was crying. After this seshh i went to my other friends and watch the most recent episode of gossip girl, but to tell u the truth it wasnt anything exciting, i dont think anything for a while is going to beat the last episode, lol that one was sooooo eventful! I wanna knoww what is happening between chuck and vanessa soo bad! That was prolly the most shocking part of the previous episode.
And bedtime, unfortunately i agreed to a 7am shift tomorrow lol (N)

xoxo Sandra ;)

my vacation... lol

On Tuesday me and my girlfriend went trip shopping. We've been thinking about going for a while soo we were finally gonna go get prices and hopefully book our trip that day. Soo we went to a travel agency that my dad reccomended us to go to since he's booked with the lady before. When we arrived she was super busy and basically just sent us over to some other woman that worked there. This lady wasnt any help at all, she just showed us prices that ive already seen on the sites that ive already been on... plus we were looking on going to cancun, one of the oasis resorts, where its 'stay at 1 play at 4'. Anyways, since the lady didnt do anything for us we decided to go to someone who my friends dad knew. Soo we booked it to that office, and after talking to the lady that worked there and telling her we were looking at the oasis resorts in cancun, she proceeded to call, i think it was conquest, and asked for prices for everyday after the 17th up until the 30th. After doing so, the cheapest day to go was the 18th, this saturday. Soo after asking my parents if they wouldnt mind lending me the rest of the money i needed for the trip, we agreed on going to Oasis Cancun resort. We finally booked our trip :D and we only had to wait 4 days for it to come :D

On Wednesday I had an appointment to get my roots done, so my hair would look nice for the trip ;) I went for my appointment at 11 30 and talked with my hair dresser about the trip and she warned me about a bunch of things that i shouldnt do when im in mexico, and how i shouldnt leave the resort, and basically to just not be stupid. My hair ended up looking very nice and i was excited cuz it was gonna get even lighter in the mexican sun :D After my appointment i went home and was gonna continue packing and planning what else to bring. I realised there was a message on my answering machine and it was my travel agent. The message said for me to call her back and that it was important. I thought it was just that the tickets came in and we needed to come pick them up. However when i called her she began to tell me that conquest went down. I wasnt exactly sure what she meant by that, and then she explained to me that they went bankrupt, so basically there was no longer a trip... I was in absolute shock. I have the worst luck ever! I told my girlfriend and we both couldnt believe the luck we have. Although it was good that we had not gone yet, since apparantly the people that were on vacation there are now stranded and being kicked out of the resorts. So atleast theres a semi-bright side...

Soo now i am looking up prices and it looks like there wont be a vacation for me, since the prices have gone up insanely. Lovely... Im gonna keep looking but the way the prices are looking now, it doesnt look liekly that im gonna be going anywhere.

On the bright side i just wrote my only, hence last exam, so i am officially done my first year of school, and can relax, well until summer school. yay... Its soo nice out, thank god the weather is getting nice! This morning i tanned while studying, it was very productive.. lol the tanning more so than the studying but oh well :) The exam was super fast, only 30 multiple choice questions. Even though i usually dont do too well on multiple choice, since im always questioning myself, i hope i atleast passed.

Its funny how many people i bump into that smoke weed at my school. When I first started going here i would not have expected there to be many people that do lol but some how i always super randomly come across them lol. and sometimes super conveniently :P

oooo and when me and my girlfriend still thought we were going on vacation we realised, while ripping apart her jean shorts that cheese graters are very successful tools for giving jeans a 'ripped' effect.

xoxo Sandra ;)

Almost over..

So school is almost over, which is great; however the last week of school probably has to be the worst... espescially for procrastinators...

Since this is my last week of school, my weekend was pretty shitty. Spent it taking photos for my assignment, which i have to do all over today anyways, what a waste...

Currently i am in my photography studio, where i am on the verge of breaking down since nothing is working out whatsoever! I took my photos last night, which i should have gotten like 5 good shots out of... umm ya only 1. And ofcourse, when i need to, i cant get a hold of anyone... which is absolutely lovely.. soo i have nothing better to do other than blog, until someone maybe answers me. This is the downfall of taking pictures of people for an assignment; ughh i hate relying on others, and whenever i do something stupid has to happen always.. ofcourse. And ofcourse no one else has time to talk to me right now, hence why i am resorting to blogging. lol my life is soo sad.. and this studio feels soo stuffy, like i can barely breathe in here, lol i keep having to leave just to get fresh air and i just spent like a good 10 mins in the bathroom crying, for a reason which is not clear to me. Ugh.. i wish i could not depend on others in life to make me happy, it would be soo much easier. and i really hate being in a fragile emotional state... not fun at all. Everyone and everything makes me wanna cry... soo in a way its kinda good there's no one to talk to me lol. wow i sound like such an emo... lol

I just want it to be thursday already; tomorrow this photography bullshit is due... then tuesday i have off but i have to spend the day writing a paper for my visual culture class, which i havent started... what a surprise... also that day i have to finish 4 paintings, which surprisingly ive already start one, and have my ideas planned for the others. and on top of that i have to finish a drawing, which i have no idea for yet hence havent started. luckily the paintings and drawing are due thursday, soo i have a bit of time, but i'll be stressing for sure.

Soo the only positive thing today that happened was that i went tanning... yay. I really need to get my hair done, now that will make me feel 100% better for sure <3>

I cant wait to go on vacation, i should be going with my girlfriend sometime towards the end of the month. lol well deserved vacation :D I wishh i had enough money to be able to leave whenever i please, just pick up and go, not tell anyone where your going. <3>

Ooo, soo this week im gonna apply to wild wings :D Im soo exicited lol the clothes they get to wear is soo cute and so much fun. I cant wait. I really hope i get the job (yn), i could def use the tips ;)

anyways time to work maybe?? time to prepare for long night yupp yupp

xoxo Sandra <3

my weekend...

So this was my fashion show weekend...

Friday... I had class in the morning, so i went to school early. lol i made friends with theese random ppl and went to get high with them. :) haha lets just say my Visual Culture class has never been more interesting, than when i was high. Wow, i understood everything for the first time, and I actually participated in class lol i had sooo much to say! My t.a. even laughed at my comments! It was amazing! Oh and i had my palm read by some random guy that was hitting on me! He also told me that since i wear my ring on my ring finger, that means that i have a "I dont care what anyone says, im gonna do what i want.." kind of attitude. hahah it was actually really funny how true what he said was. I think thats probably the most original way ive ever, been hit on. After my class, i had lots of time to kill before that nights fashion show, so i hung out with my friend who lives on rez. Im helping her finsh her meal plan, since she still has like $350 left on it and not even 3 weeks to use it all! So for the next 3 weeks, i will be eating at school, thanks to her. We got ready at her place, which her rez is tiny!! Like i couldnt believe it. Thank god i dont live there, lol my room would actually be disgusting if i did, since there is no room whatsoever!The crowd at the fashion show was a lot better than Thursday's, so it went really well. After the show I went out for some drinks with a few people to boston pizza, it was good. Plus, i managed to have my mom pick me up after she bitched about not relying on her or my dad to ever pick me up, but as always I win :D haha
Ps. Ive been drinking FUSE a lot lately, which is absolutely delicious! But besides how yummy it is, its filled with vitamins, and i think it makes you not hungry, cuz since ive been drinking it, i havent been getting hungry lately.

Saturday... The crowd for the saturday was like full! It was amazing, by now though, no one was panicking anymore about going on, since we've already done it enough times. Unfortunately we had to do our own make up that day, so we didnt get the VIP treatment, oh well, lol pretty sure i do my own make up better anyways :P I dont trust anyone with my face or my hair, I've noticed that many people in those industries tend to not listen to what you tell them. Anyways, after the show the whole fashion show crew organized to take a bus downtown to this place called Cabana, which used to be called Cantina Charlies. We had like an hour to get ready before the buses came, so me and 2 of my girlfriends had a nice 2 bottles of champagne.. yumm ;) Soo by the time we got to toronto, i was "happy". The bus ride was soo much fun too, the bus they rented out had like black lights, unfortunately i wasnt wearing white, but my teeth and my hair glowed enough lol. Obviosly half the people that were going in to the club, were relying on fake ids, including me. BUT ofcourse everyone gets in except me!! :@ like obviously that would happen to me. The bouncer was such an asshole! grr.. And the people in charge basically go inside and all they say is "negotiate.." Like wtf, Im sorry im not about to go flashm a bouncer to get into some stupid club! I call one my friend whose already inside, and all she reccomends to do is to call my boyfriend to come pick me up. Umm, im downtown on a saturday night, its gonna be disgusting trying to get here, plus the bus wasnt coming back to pick everyone up until like 2 15... wonderful... And ofcourse, I thought i would get in so i didnt wear a coat, so it like 11 pm and im in toronto ALONE wearing basically a bra with a tiny highwaisted skirt. You can only imagine how many looks from creepy guys i was getting. I called my boyfriend since i didnt know what else to do. I hate asking people for favours, but i really was not dressed nor was i sober enough to be waiting alone in toronto til 2 15. Luckily, my boyfriend said he would come get me, thank god <3>

Ps. dont go to Cantina Charlie's or Cabana or whatever the hell it's called, rudest bouncers ever!

Sunday... fashion show is over :( cant wait til next years! Where i plan on being in almost every scene haha! And i really wanna dance in next years! On the bright side, this was the first sunday off ive had in months, since usually i would have fashion show practise. I did absolutely nothing all day.. it was amazing haha. AND i actually started my drawing assignment, not the day before its due :O soo not like me lol. Soo im done one of three faces, i'll post a picture once im fully finished :)

Today.. I had trouble sleeping at night, cuz of stupid nightmares, so i woke up at 4am and couldnt sleep :( I had to wake up at 11 to start getting ready for my photography class, which was pretty pointless. I got my test and my assignment back tho. My assignment which i handed in a week late, i actually did well on :D and on my test lol the written part i did horrible, but on my practical part, which was making a print my teacher gave me 10/10!!! :D I cant believe it, but i think ive actually improved in photography, yayy me!! Its actually really hard, but i had lots of fun learning, i think i might even take the second year photography course, since my teacher was saying how the first year one is the hardest, since afterwards they let us use digital and like photoshop. I could really use some fuse right now lol im having mad cravings for it :( Tomorrow i dont have school so hopefully i'll get more sleep than i did tonight (yn). I just have work tomorrow at 5, but my dad wants me to go with him to take care of that stupid tax refund stuff, so that i can learn from it :S lol umm no... i rather go to work and make money. Plus, im not gonna learn anything by going anyways, lol when im older my husband is gonna take care of that stuff anyways, soo theres really no point in me going. Plus i cant call in sick again! I called in sick on saturday since i couldnt go into work cuz of the fashion show, and the day before when my manager asked me to come into work and i told him i couldnt cuz of the fashion show, he misunderstood and thought i told him i couldnt come in cuz i had a party to go to, liek wtf, who in their right mind would tell their manager that they cant pick up a shift cuz they have to go to a party lol im not THAT dumb! Sooo basically, when i called in sick the next morning he thought it was cuz i was hungover :S lol. umm no! lol people can be soo dumb sometimes... cant wait to straighten this all out with him, and calling in sick again will definitely not help my situation. Anyways, time to draw, maybe even nap <3

xoxo Sandra <3

Its Britney Bitch!

Soo last night i went to the Britney Spears concert, which was absolutley amazing. She is soo hot and such a great performer, i absolutely love her. <3 Unfortunately i was not able to meet her, or as i hoped even more, be her madonna! Hopefully next time (yn). Cant wait for her to come again!





This is me pulling a "britney" after the britney concert ;) haha

I just got home from my schools fashion show, which went pretty well, the crowd wasnt the most enthusiastic, but tomorrows is supposed to be a lot better, so im excited. lol i love attention :). Every flash of the camera, kept adding to my adrenaline haha, it was so much fun! Im in the james bond scene and the footloose scene, the shows theme was a night at the movies so every scene is a different movie. AND i loveee the outfits i get to wear. For James Bond the girls all had to dress themselves, which i wasnt too excited about at first, but i ended up choosing one of my moms dresses which she sewed like 20 years ago. Its been my favourite ever since i was a little girl. <3 Luckily for the footloose scene, we did have sponsors, and it was French Connection, which i never knew carried soo much cute stuff! However, its super expensive, so i really hope that i can get a discount so i can buy my outfit since i really like it! I'll post some pics from the show soon!

xoxo Sandra <3

stupid morning

soo today i wake up to the sound of my mom bitching at me about how i have no respect for my family... like leave me alone its 10am! On the bright side she told me she was taking my brother to the ROM today, so i was like "yay, house to myself... time to let the boyfriend know". And ofcourse, since my day isnt going well by the time i find out its like 2 hours later, and ofcourse the answer is "no car". I send him a sad face, you know to show maybe that im upset that i cant seee him. Like, obviously i know theres nothing i can do about it, but like obviously it'd be nice to see him, and im gonna be sad sicne i was already having a shitty day. Like dont u just love it when people have to have a problem with something that is innocent like a sad face.. wtf. Liek sorry for not jumping for joy when you said you couldnt come.
Ugh.. and now i am currently texting my friend from school, who i am partnered with for a project due tomorrow... which we havent started, and it looks like im gonna have to do it, since ofcourse theres no time for us to meet up, since all of our classes clash... fucking fabulous. Plus i have my own painting due on top of that.. super! Im also being told that i shouldnt be swearing in my blog... lol oh well...
So ive only been awake for like 3 hours not even and my day just keeps getting worse.... AND my boyfriend is the one who convinced me to start blogging so he just sent me an example link to see how to do this and how did i know that it was gonna be this stupid bitches like wow totally saw it coming... im sorry but when i date a guy i like to be the onyl fucking blonde in his life thank you very much, like seriously, can girls learn to fuck off from guys that are clearly TAKEN, one of my biggest pet peeves ever, i just dont get it.. i guess after the stunt i pulled yesterday, maybe i deserve this bullshit, but still its not fair, i hate this bullshit, i hate when attention gets taken away from me and given to some random bitch... i take that back i dont deserve it.
Anyways right now im listening to the Veronicas "revenge is sweeter than you ever were" which is making me feel a bit better, i would say i just want this day to end, but im seeing the Britney Spears concert tonight, which im super excited for, but im really hoping my day gets better so that i can really enjoy it. For once, the only thing on my mind isnt what i have to wear, i really hope that my day gets better so that atleast my hair, my makeup, and outfit, turn out the way i want it to.
sorry for the bitch fest, but my best friends at school soo i had to spill it somewhere...

Tuesday... PussycatDolls, Lil Wayne, stupidity around the boyfriend...

So today was an interesting day...

i went tanning in the morning and all day ive been catching every light! soo annoying...

one of my best friends arranged so that we go to MuchOnDemand. We were lucky to get the day where the PussyCatDolls were coming!! They also performed, which was amazing, and their outfits were super hott! We got to meet them, and I got a picture with Ashley and Nicole. :D. It was great. Theres another famous group i can check off my list of people to meet... earlier in january, me and my girl got to hang out with Lil Wayne after his concert on his tour bus, definitely one of the best nights of my life <3 <3

afterwards i got to see my boyfriend, and it was great, but obviously i have to say things without thinking them through...first of all i jokingly (really stupid joke) told him i have 5 boyfriends, like wtf lol, then when he was driving me home i asked him to drop me off to go have coffee with a guy friend from school... umm girls never ask your boyfriend to go drive you to meet up with a guy, stupidist thing you can ever say, espescially after just telling him you have 5 boyfriends :S... clearly my brain doesnt think things through.. also very annoying. It took me a few minutes to realise how stupid my question was and even though i apologized a million times, and he said its ok, i still cant stop thinking about it, which is why it is 3 in the morning and i am unable to fall asleep.

ps i tried the new BiG Mac wraps at McDonalds... soooo good <3 <3